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Sunday, December 27, 2009,
Hello peeps,
holiday life is extremely boring.
Went to Plaza Singapura just to see Jay Chou and Lin Chi Ling face for a few minutes, and got squeezed by crazy people and sickos few hours zzzz wth ?
I swear i wont go to see those types of popular celebrities again, being squeezed by their crazy fans and made myself feel so dirty after that lol.
Except those celebrities i really like.
So, until now i still dont know when i need to go back to school for that bloody programme zzz?
Heck care lo since no one inform me when to go back then just dont go back D: is school fault not my fault HEHE.
Anyway, who really cares about it ? LOL
Recently i was wondering why so many of my friends like to go to KL zzz, good lah everyone dump me in SG let me rot alone PRO!
Hais. Boring to the max!
What to say ?
zzz
Recently chatted with yanjun and she said mr.ng said this year Sec 1 volleyball girls next year NA stream will mostly all be in the same class hmm? I also don't really understand wat she's talking about but she just said what volleyball people will be in the same class next year Sec 2 blah blah ?
But dont know why when i heard she said that i was like WTF ?
That means if i got into same class as yanjun that means i have a chance to be in the same with those b__ , i mean people i dont like ?
Aiya dont know lah , but i still can't wait for next year to see how many future-shuqun-gangsters/ gangsters are going to join our school lol , i'm kind of insulting WOOPS? LOL
But i must accept the fast that i'm studying in a gangster school D: .
Seriously, when i told people i'm from infamous SQSS , their first impression to that school is "Oh ! that gangster school." then i will be like " Agreed." LOL!
Anyway i'm quite prepared for school already :D:D .
I realise that this whole year i'm thinking of what i saw on the magazine last year, they magazine said next year i will be unlucky :O ? Choy ! Touchwood(thats what i said to myself lol)
Hope not lol.
Don't know why these few days i'm so irritated with facebook, once enter facebook i feel irritated already LOL.
-Sigh- since nothing to update about then i write crap lo.
Sian to the max!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Okay byebye ^_^
♥ 2:45 AM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009,
Hi hunks and babes.
Hais... my blog is really dead.
My Facebook is also dead.
My Friendster is in the coffin~
My Msn is active.
The reason i dont update is because my holiday life is extremely boring~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mostly stay at home and do nothing.
2 WEEKS TO SCH REOPEN WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
But i feel that im so unprepared for next year ~
I havent buy books yet.
I have not buy new shoe yet.
I have not cut my hair yet.
I have not pierce my ears yet.
Hais -.-
Talking abt next year, actually also quite boring.
If Diana and Vaish transfer school , it will make my school life more boring D;
If i got into same class with those bitches in my school (not to mention the names :D) then i go jump off from the building ~
If i cant change my CCA , GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD MY GODDDDDDDDD SIIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN D: seriously i rather quit GG lol.
Talking abt this stupid CCA, i want to change cuz everytime i attend this CCA i seriously feel very miserable , and think myself really look stupid, and i would always feel that "gosh why i am here ?!?!?!?!" , cuz thats really not i want and i don't really like the CCA D: but i dont have a valid reason to change my CCAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA T.T
I only can think of that CCA really doesn't suit me , thats not my style ~
I dont want my secondary school life end with this kind of memories T.T
Ok so i asked diana what valid reason to give then she said " cause the CCA many stupid looking and lame people, and they keep doing lots of lame stuffs." and "the people there look like down syndrome kids."
Then i was like wtf !@#$%^&*()O LOL what kind of valid reason is this?!
Btw those 2 phrase is DIANA say one not me <3
Ofcourse we were just joking , no offence ^.^
Hais... so boring boring boring boring boring.
I kinda envy busy people now LOL!
17 days to school reopen....
Actually also boring.
AIYA EVERYTHING BORINGGGGGGGG.
Ok byebye.
♥ 2:13 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009,
Babeh.
2009 is a really amazing year.
Unexpected things.
Unexpected people.
Unexpected conflicts.
Unexpected programme.
Really many many unexpected stuffs.
Quite a fun year lah.
Though there are something that i really hate it now, but they are still memories that i treasure alot.
The memories that maybe whole world had forgotten it already,but I will remember it until the day i die =P
Is this year that brought me up after 2 years of loneliness and tears.
Watching the happy moments flies TT .
I really hate the feeling of missing.
I miss the days, that will never be back again.
I hate to say "bye-bye" , can i repeat the days again?
The happy days keep playing in my mind like a movie.
I feel like repeating this whole year again lol.
Because i dont believe next year will be a good year for me =P .
One bloody wrong choice, made me can't change school.
And i dont even know if i can change my bloody cca or not.
Too bad but i will really really work hard next year.
No matter what i do, those days won't come back, next year won't be as fun as this year.
Im that type of person that is always stuck in the past , nothing can change me =P .
Holiday nothing to do mah boring, keep thinking those happy moments of 2009.
Byebye~
♥ 4:01 PM
Friday, November 6, 2009,
HI babeh ~
----------Yesterday----------------06/11/09
Slept at 3 am yesterday, yesterday night.
So this morning damn freakin tired ~
Whole day head spinning ~
Then, today reached class at 8 am, wanted to have a joke with the babes again then i went to bang the door , didn't realise the trainer andrea is already inside ~ then i was like wooooooops.
Any ways today is the last session of the programme sad ~
think december dont know when we still need to come back o.o . (the really last 3 days TT)
Candice and leroy did not come cuz one sick until going to die D: jk , one too busy, think so ?
So , first three hours andrea talk talk talk ~ taught about this word call "believe".
Then asked us to remember the 30 word list, read the whole thing using 12 seconds , can't make it then please get out of the class(in the end ofcourse didn't really chase us out D: ) then we all were like wth ?
While i was remembering and trying to read it using 12 seconds i nearly go crazy kay -.-
Dont know scolded how many F word lol.
After that ofcourse i didnt make it lah, 18 seconds ^.^
Second chance too kan chiong then 31 seconds ^.^
lmao.
Quite interesting D:
Kept smiling and laughing until face cramp and more headache lmao.
Then the closing ceremony, we are supposed to write 4 things in our journal , and make a speech infront of teachers D: .
- How I feel before the programme
-How I feel after the programme
-Things I comit to do from now on
-Greatest thing that i am proud of myself.
After that only our form teachers 3 of them came for the closing ceremony, i thought only the DMs will be coming D: .
Then andrea talked to our teachers blah blah blah about us , and how much we've grown blah blah etc.
Then she suddenly talked about the last time we had low self-esteem blah blah ~
Then she said"blah blah , they mentioned about they hated some part of their bodies, like big thighs and small eyes blah blah." something like that
Then the other four were laughing and looking at me then i was like wth ? LOL what do you mean by this? LOL? of course they were just fooling around D: .
So, after that the speech, i damn scared one D: , cuz got teachers but still managed to say out lah.
After that we went around shaking hands , and giving "who made a difference in your life" ribbons , and receiving certificates from andrea blah blah ~ .
Had a quite fun day.
But this is the so called last session T.T i will miss the everything of this programme until die kay.
LOL exaggerated.
But watching this interesting journey going to end T.T bad ~
But this whole thing is really a cool thing, first when i saw them i thought that is no difference from the stupid-bitchy-counsellor from my former primary school talking crap D: .
Nothing is cooler then this programme except my mother D: .
I really learned alot and changed my mind alot.
But this word wont dissapear from my mind - "sian" .
lmao.
Cuz holiday still left 6 week SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!
Such long holiday dont know for what so bloody boring nothing to do T.T
Intend to read my science tb over the holidays , cuz i found that i actually quite interested in science but just lazy to read D: .
But then , feel very sian cuz watching the days past by, watching the time flies away, and I cant do anything , just let the happy moments fly away, bad ~~~~
Next year's june will not look the same, next year's september and november will not look the same.
Though i've changed but im still a veli emo person. ^.^
Bad~~
Cuz holiday nothing to do i will just think here think there think everything~
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
At first i thought that the programme's name look stupid LOL,
born-to-win lmao.
SWEEEEEEET~ ofcourse is not love letter lar D: .
Sort of farewell letter sad~
Censored the writings HEHE pro right ~
Because is very unrespectful to expose D: .
Dont know want to give this ribbons to who o.o
Sigh~ damn boring.
Buhbye~
♥ 10:03 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009,
Hi.
Today quite a boring day.
Woke up at 6:39 damn fckin tired.
Reached school at 7:49
Reached there thought will saw everybody,
but then im the first to reach again D: .
I THOUGHT they all late today.
In the end only vithya came, then i was like wtf -.-
At first they all say everyday gather at that bloody classroom at 7:45 , after that keep late and after that dont even bother to come knn.
Kind of dissapointed la, at the same time dont know why i go so early for what , or i dont even know go for what lol.
I had learned all i need to learn already, so i just took it as holiday nothing to do then go D:
Then the trainer damn upset with them D:
So, whole day only vithya and me, then it was like so empty.
Spent almost the whole lesson watching "freedom writers" more feel like sleeping.
It is a interesting movie , but dont know why i felt like sleeping , maybe only 2 person i can feel the emptiness inside my heart D:
After that, 11am , the lesson should be finishing already, but spent rest of the time saying the moral of the movie , life blah blah blah blah ~?
then wrote letters for that three absent girls .
After that keep seeing diana's head popping out from the door's small piece of glass.
Yeah, she's waiting for me, thn the trainer saw thn even wanted to invite her in lmao.
Today so boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Sian tomorrow i also dont want to go already T.T
I scared only me will turn up TT
Extremely tired now , buhbye ~
♥ 5:25 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009,
Hi,
Dont know what to write hmmm.
Ok im damn bloody boring now ~
Today? nothing to post abt D:
Today went to school , whole day was at the programme thinnggy,
i thought is only 8am to 11am and i thought i get to know my all subject marks today T.T.
Didnt even go back to class o.o .
Im quite okay with that lah , cuz no need to see bitches , monkeys and disgusting faces.
So, sian holidays are coming, hated my holidays sooooo boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Stuff at home again lo.
I want to change school next yearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
DOnt wnat to see those pathetic faces anymore.
Must see results first lo T.T
Kay so, just now went to see my older posts from 2007.
Hmm, what could i say?
Whenever i saw those posts , i will feel very confuse.... hmmm a complicated feeling in other words , indescribable.
There are some times , when i saw, i will be like " o.o my life was that miserable last time? " , or there was sometimes , "my god i had such a happy day ? i had such a awfully good friend?" .
Seriously , if u say friends right, i will prefer the old than the new, until now , i seriously still miss them sial though they may are having their new life and forgot me alr ~
And recently i was talking about the programme and the camp, then i was telling the whole world that this programme helps me alot i've finally found my self, have more hopes in life , positive , blah blah blah blah?
But, is someone ask me right :"if you have 2 choices now - naturally death - continue living in this world, which one will you choose?".
I will probably choose naturally death , because hmmmm .....
Why? Life is sooooo tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
Ya i admit im the type of person that mostly run away from problems HEHEHE.
But i wont comit suicide la , such stupid action , damn painful.
But now right, i will just laugh and say : "haha what can i do ? TOO BAD LOR !" , ya seriously , too bad lor ?
Then when i see my family and compare to others , i will just say : "haha what can i do ? TOO BAD THEN =D."
And then continue with my life until the day i die ~~~~~.
Fight for own dream until the day i die ~
Live the life to the fullest until the die i die ~~~~~~
Fight for person i love until the day i die ~~~~~
And then i found that most of the time i smile and laugh is because something is funny LOL ==
I VERY CUTE SIAAAAA~~~~~~~
*PINCH CHEEKS*
STUPID LOL.
Ok buhbye ~
♥ 7:17 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009,
babehs.
Can post alr~
hmmm, actually want to post about the camp but lazy~~
Cuz if i post it will be dam long and dont know my computer will hang or not D: .
Talk about the camp, i never regret about going to the camp.
Because now right, i finally found myself and what i want to do.
Countless of thanks to the trainers~
So, my arm now damn fucking pain T.T.
Because?
Last day of camp , the trainers made each of us stand infront of of a mirror (each of us had a mirror) then, ask us to use both hands 90 degrees holding on to a paper that we had write our goals on it.
And we must focus on the paper, like how we focus on our goals and not be distracted.
They ask us to keep on to the pose for as long as we can.
I was thinking that, maybe they wanted to let us know how tired and hard to hold on to our dreams and not being distracted by other stuffs in our lives.
So after that of course they wont let us so "comfortable" doing that pose , they kept on distracting us with do kinds of stupid stuffs , some be devil , some be the ones to encourage us , but all they do is only : DISTRACT.
Thn i remembered that , one act as Ris Low that idiot model and then walk here walk there , then theres one keep using sharp words and provoke people, one went around wtih beverages etc.
Then i was like keep being distracted , but i manage to keep holding la, cuz some of the times i was using my breast to support my arms HEHE.
Then there is one trainer come and push me, forget it, even tear my paper T.T .
While she is pushing and tearing my paper that time right, actually i was really scared sia, scared not a single bits left then no need to do anything liao, and wondering when she will stop.
So heng still left some lo.
I think , it is same as life what, there always have idiots, bitches, extremely disgusting people who want to destroy our dreams and life.
So we hold for it for 1 hr, in between like only haziqa and me most calm ? Dont know why there are people who cried like die parents, fainted liying on the floor and cried , vomited and cry, but after that they all mangaged to stand up and hold again.
Then i was like so exaggerated ? Cry like siao for what lol.
Realy that pain meh? I can say yes la because my arms pain like bein poked 100 times.
First day still okay sia , today when i woke up i was like wtf wtf wth damn pain,
even i scratch my back my arms also very pain T.T.
Though is really damn fcukin pain but this is really a good experience, i cant believe i hold it for 1 hr , i thought only 20 mins i cant stand alr.
Because last time i was a person that everything can't be bothered , not serious, even girl guides marching i cant even stand straight, 10 seconds i started moving alr.
So, this camp is really meaningful , and made me found my self and knowing what i really want to do with my life.
Last time i was like "study for? , why are we being borned in this world and face so many problems and work until die and reborn again and repeat the same process and die again".
I did not know study for what ? i only know is for future , but future what? future to sweep orchard road street? Born in this world to face disgusting people and bitches why ?
But now i know how to focus on good points and what to do.
To think in a positive way,
but im still abit confused cuz i'm thinking about next year, i want to change school i want to change my CCA but how?
Maybe i'm scared lo , maybe i dont have the courage to change.
But if my grades are 75% i 100% will change school one.
Hmm so, finally one thing im proud of myself, is i am willing to change. hehe
But im extremely tired now and my arms still extremely painful.
So , i can post more because the camp was like so fuuun , countless of fun many things happened.
And countless of thanks to the trainers~
But i found that im still abit lazy, know how long i have been spending my time posting this post?
1 hr & 30 minutes.
lol.
Ok i cant stand alr need to sleep buhbye ~
♥ 9:45 PM